It's amazing how you think you are okay with the outcome of something, in fact, you don't even want it, only to find out it really hurts to hear the answer is NO.....
It all comes down to "measuring up".....that is my number one enemy....I battle with this more than with anything else in the world.
I am hurt and sad today. I feel like I am right back where I was a few months ago. I thought the path I was on was the way I wanted to go. But throughout my whole journey, I prayed that if this was NOT His will, shut the door. Today, HE shut the door. Now, I'm left wondering what door I'm supposed to open......
Tomorrow I am going to be okay, in fact, I'm going to be good. I have a great family that support me, NO MATTER WHAT, and a husband I love and adore more than anything.....
As much as this stings me today, I KNOW I'm walking the way God wants me to. I have to continue to rely on HIM to show me the next steps.
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