I'm tired, sad, and want to run away. Jonathan has worked so hard this year in school and just making it...We stay up late at night, going over just what is do the next day...There is no getting ahead....We studied so hard on a four page spanish test that he was told about on Monday and had the major exam today (Wednesday)...When I asked him how he thought he did, all he could say is, that was really hard".....
So, leading up to tonight....He has been down lately and on edge....When you talk to him about grades, the tears come...so, to just survive...we don't talk about it right now....But, to add insult to injury....they had to try out to see who will play in the football game tomorrow night...he was sad this morning when he found out he didn't make it but was somewhat relieved that his best friend didn't make it either...I guess misery loves company...however, they changed the list and posted it for the whole school to see and guess what.......Jonathan's name is no where on that list....his best friends....Is! Now, I have been there done that and survived it....I don't remember it hurting as much as it hurts me to see it happen to my own child....I want to go and beat up the coach and tell him what an idiot he is...which he is not!! A very Godly loving man that is really good to Jonathan...However, why!!! That is my question~~~
oh well, I guess I better go and get ready for the next challenge....Homecoming!!! Why do we have to have homecoming.........
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